What is something that makes you feel sad?

hey there diary,

do you know what makes me feel sad...well the most sadest thing that that i have experience is when my friends talk bad things about me behind my back...that is really painful..

i mean if you don't like that person then you no need to act nice in front of them right???
well u see,we are really good friends...me,maryam(6-3) and nadhirah(6-3)...we will always hang out together during recess and sometimes after school...so we are like buddies you know...we tell secrect to each other..we play together and we even study together...untill one fine day maryam put something bad about me inside a book...nadhirah showed the book to me and i was so shocked...i mean she is my good friend right..how could she do this to me...she was a backstepper...i was so mad to her and also nadhirah because they really really hurt my feelings...i did not talk to them for a long period of time...

then untill one fine day,i go up to them and say...,"if you guy don't like me just say...i wll not be mad at you guys if you tell me the truth..in fact i will be happy if you tell me what i do to you all that make you mad...so that i can improve on my attitude".

since then i wasn't close to them anymore...we just talk when it is an emergency or lmportant staff....we will just smile at each other...and one thing is that i get to see them..coz we are in the same m.t. class...AHHH!!!!!

you know i don't really like to care so much about people calling me names or say bad stuff about...coz i know myself better then anybody else...

from:nurul...